What lies behind a smile Is what's buried underneath No one know about them It's stored inside to keep Mix feelings of jealousy and hurt Has you tied up and confused You just smile and go about your day As you're acting so amused You cry your eyes out But ashamed for someone to see So as you hear footsteps You wipe your eyes and cheese All has bottled up inside And you just want to explode Suicide crosses the mind But reality won't let you go You feel all alone And don't know what else to do It feels the people physically close Are far away from you As your heart turns cold And your mind turns weak Suddenly some words are very hard to speak Your bright world all of a sudden seems to turn black The switch is no where near To brighten your world back Not much seems to go your way And you're thinking it shall past Not if it's been going on for months And it's really getting bad So what do you do now Go whine to someone You feel they can't relate So you combine with no one Some people look at you And think you have it good But if they really knew the truth It wouldn't be understood Some people look down on you And think your problems are small But if they walked in your shoes Could they live through it all It's easy to look from the outside But they really don't understand You want someone to help you By at least holding out a hand